February 10th
10:21 PM
10:21 PM
See you guys?
10:13 PM
I hate heels. I sometimes wear flats. And I like wearing my comfy loafers and sneakers.
A lot of people don’t think I’m feminine because I don’t love heels. Aside from my height, I hate wearing them simply because they aren’t comfortable. So excuse me for not liking those shoes that shorten your calf muscle fibers.
But like most girls, I actually do like shoes. Especially dress shoes. I have a growing collection and I’m really satisfied at how classy and super comfortable they are. I’d like to thank my mum and my sister for my taste in shoes and for buying this pair for me (lol). Thank you God for these little pleasures in life! (there’s a sale in Massimo so forgive me for another shoe post)
Always do the thing that scares you.: Guess what I found?
Summer photos! Boy do I miss random mornings, impromptu lunches, shopping trips, and dinners. I think these were taken sometime in July? I started the day by having breakfast with Iya (and bumping into everyone from UA&P haha) always a treat!
When Louie and the rest…
Aw I miss this!!
(Gosh. My dorkiness in every photo is so weird.)
December 31st
5:22 PM
5:22 PM
I won’t make a 2011 highlight post because I honestly don’t think I’ve done anything significant this year, other than participating in the World Youth Day for the first time. It really was a difficult year that constantly shitted on me or rather, I let it.
Even though I was pretty aimless this year, I got to say that 2011 has taught me so many things about myself. I’d like to remember 2011 as a year of self-understanding. I wasn’t able to spread out my photography and that made me despondent for some time, leaving me with this feeling of uncertainty, about my future career, really deep in my gut. And it’s still there. I feel slightly comfortable in my youth (having turned just 18 this year) but I know that comfort is keeping me from pushing forward. 2011 is the year I tried to accept my weaknesses and fears.
I will be 19 next year. A little less younger, but I hope to God a whole lot braver.
This is so cliche but for next year I will pour my heart and brain out into this little “Do Me” journal (I don’t know why I made those poster-like images above, maybe I’m just practicing for my marketing classes next year hehe). Every idea and every drop of creative juice that I might produce (hey that rhymed) will be put into this journal. It’s not enough that I just keep them inside, I plan on actually executing them.
One of my fears is that no one would like ‘my’ photography because they don’t have ‘pretty models’ in them. This is why I don’t do my own shoots often because I know most of my viewers would want ‘pretty’ faces on their dashboards.
To hell with that and hello 2012!
